you left this morning.a sms.thanks.but i still would want to know the answer.i really hope you can tell me.

i think i will miss you this few days without you around.no chatting on the phone at night or waiting for your sms replies.hope i can seriously just think things through carefully.i should not disappoint  f .i am so sorry for not being able to control my emotions this few days.it made you upset.you were there for me.really thanks alot.i appreciate it.i will be better in time.

please.i beg you.do not leave me.

 GAGA dolls.

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watched GAGA’s performance on AMA!:) super fantastic and awesome! i think her performance was the best compared to other singers. she really rocked the house. today is the day THE FAME MONSTER is released.must buy the album and support her.she really deserves all our support. hardworking, creative, original. that is the reason why i love her so much.will be getting her album soon.if you haven seen her performance please go to youtube to watch!:)

GAGA ate my  ♥ and brain.

 

i just feel like crying now.listening to russian roulette.being treated as nothing.after that sms you did not reply.why.i waited for your sms the whole day.i guess you are complicated too.you having fun and enjoying.do you know my feelings.you cannot see my heart.what are you just hiding from me.f-off.

i shall close my eyes and never open them again.

 

dear dairy,lately monster is in need of money.and i have been helping monster alot by saving up and not eating in school.i really hope monster can be able to go through this tough period.hopefully monster can get a job as soon as possible.i pray really hard.i do not like to see monster being so upset all the time.i really hope monster will be happier then before.i will try my best to make my wish come true.the person i care the most for now is monster.monster will be going off to malaysia for 4 days.hope monster has fun and put all worries aside.i bought happy pills and momo for monster.hope monster eats 1 happy pill a day and be a happier person like before.And also there will be momo to take care and make monster smile:) i have did my part,hope monster feels it.

there is something that i have been keeping inside of me.i just do not know if i should say.

GAGA’s  new album THE FAME MONSTER will be out next week.i hope i got enough money to buy.sigh.

bought a black pair of RIVERISLAND shoes for $33.nice.

have been on a diet and saving plan for 1 week and more weeks to go.

love my classmates.DAP,LIZ,HAKIM,AMA,GERMAIN,MICH,EILEEN,GERMAINE,ILA.you guys are such nice people.

going for my NEPHEW’s birthday party later.cannot wait to see my AUNTIES,UNCLES,COUSINS,NEPHEWS.it has been such a long time since i met them.love family gatherings.

i miss lots and lots of friends.all the little monsters.DAWN,FIONA,YILING,QIANBI,JASMINE,SKY,ELTON,NATTY,GAVIN,EUGENE,ADRIAN and more.

went for a short job interview for TOPMAN on wednesday.hopefully they will call me soon and tell me i got the job!

christmas is coming.time really pass so fast.a close of an eye and soon it is the end of the year.

looking back at old photos of me,i changed so many hairstyles.i  love my mushroom hairstyle the most.

money makes this world go round.everything is about money.money really sucks.we need money to live.i wish i was richer.why can’t those richer people help the poorer people.waste all their money on useless things.i take so long to save to get something not like them.sigh.

thanks FRANCO monster for being there for me this few days.my mood was not really good and you were there to cheer me up! nice to have a good friend like you.

deleted some people away from my facebook,msn,hp contact list last week.i have my reasons.

i want a better complexion.pimple-free.baby skin.

thanks mum for paying for my facial last week.and that expensive facial foam which cost $48.so small yet so ex.i love you.

not cutting my hair for the time-being.maybe 3 months.shall cut a new hairstyle before CNY.

i miss MAMA and DADA.never see them for ages.was busy with school and stuff.will get to see them tomorrow.going church.like finally.

can’t wait for GAGA’s performance this sunday and more.

ANGELA ZHANG is in town to promote her new ablum.sigh.i can’t get to go.

love watching HI MY SWEETHEART the tawainese drama where RAINIE and SHOW acts in.they are so cute.love SHOW’s mushroom head.always can’t wait for the next episode on youtube.

my house finally has cable version(STARHUB).i can watch my MTV channels.

love GAGA’s new songs MONSTER,SPEECHLESS,TEETH…..

RIHANNA’s new songs RUSSIAN ROULETTE and WAIT YOUR TURN is nice too.

the weather is so weird nowadays.one mintue rain like mad next mintue super hot sun.2012 is it really the end of the world?i am scared when i think of it.

3 weeks to UT2.4 weeks to holidays(3 weeks).

coming friday is HOLIDAY!

                                                                                   is it the right time?

trying to….

 

 

 

 

 troubled.

Are known for your dependability, comfortable attitudes, and endurance. You are attracted to beautiful things, especially material possessions. You like to take your time on making decisions because your security in any matter is extremely important. You always give sound practical advice to friends, and tend to keep situations straight to the point. You are the strong silent type and may be misunderstood as non-communicative.

 

just kill me.

i am speechless.

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have u guys watch the BAD ROMANCE VIDEO? it is totally AMAZING AND AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:) it was out yesterday and i have been watching it over and over again.really proud and happy for GAGA.she really did a good job.so detailed.so artistic.with many outift and hairstyle changes.love her FASHION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:) i feel that the video will win the BEST VIDEO OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!!:) she is really very hardworking.must support her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:) her album will be coming out on 23 NOV.remember that date!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!take it down.i seriously cannot wait for it to come out!!!!!!!!!:) GAGA makes me love her more and more with every new song or video. I WANT TO MARRY HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

1 more paper.

BFF, just dance gonna be ok!:)

 caught in a bad romance.

you have a poker face.

play a lovegame.

we live for the fame.

you are like a paparazzi.

 

For A Moment

Yesterday, I took a walk in the rain
The cool refreshing droplets splashed on my cheeks.
I walked,
And walked, And walked,
Not knowing where I was going.
The trees swayed as a chilly spring
Gently caressed their branches.
A cute white rabbit scampered
Across a wide open field.
He stopped in front of me in a
Patch of emerald.
He had a quizzical look on his furry little face.
He wiggled his ears,
Crinkled his nose,
And scratched his whiskers like
An old man.
I started to laugh.
He ran off into the distance
Looking like a pearl in a patch of seaweed.
The cool refreshing droplets splashed
On my cheeks.
I walked,
And walked, And walked,
Not knowing where I was going.
I saw a family of ducks on a lake,
I stopped to look,
Mama Duck first,
And all the little ducklings gliding
Behind her in a single file.
They were dancing to the music
of the rain tapping on water.
And then I was my reflection on
the mirror-like surface of the lake
And for a moment
I was the only living creature around.
The cool refreshing droplets splashed
On my cheeks. I turned,
And walked, And walked,
Knowing where I was going.

-Joanne Stefani Germanotta

 

source:gagadaily.com

my brother BRYAN!:)

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